THE LOVE OF GOD .
if ue decided tuhh not proclaim God ,, ue are a lier , a sinner .
if ue decided tuh proclaim God . ue are the child of God
be wise and make the right choice .
GOD LOVES UE .
theCHILDofGOD
`CHERIELIM
aka.cherriTOMATO
13 this year . 2007 .
yiochukangSECONDARY .
-A CHRISTIAN .
-AN ONLLY CHILD .
-A GURL
-want tuhh be USED by GOD
<Sunday, April 29, 2007
i need ue . the story . once upon a time . the story used tuhh be no end . untill then . it was not suppose tuhh end there . but it did . though it ended there , my heart did not just end there . but his heart was dead towards me . i cant sae anymore things yet tuhh accept the fact . BUT THE FACT IS MAKING ME SUFFER . I M GONNA DIE OF IT .
whye was it me he abandoned ? whye did he chose tuhh left me . whye ? whye ? i told him i would change . yet ? he told me i became from bad tuhh worst . i was deeply hurt . i cried for him dae and night hoping that he would be back . yet ? everything came as a result of nothing . so it was all my FAULT ? whye ? it was like ... everything came so sudden . everything ended so suddenly . who he think i m just tuhh be thrown and to be retrieved or forgotten .
THE STORY . once there was u guy . his fwens asked for my number . they were flirters . that guy was special . long after that dae , then he came . ask me for number . called me on sundae . gave me an supprise and then we had so many temporary similarities . its ok . finally . i broke up with my ex-stead . he was there comforting me . standing by my side . i fell for him . i asked him if he was single . he told me yes . and he asked whye ? i told him . i fell for him . he asked me for stead . and yes i agreed . but that was not a perfect dae . so his fwens said . let us not make this officially stead . wait till the o1o2o7 . we agreed . but our relationship then was not that simple . he sent me home almost everydae , i poneten classes for him . to go out with him . he was a great guy . then everytime he sent me home in the bus . he holds my hand when i m cold . i held his warm hands . one dae he was sick so i held his hand . his hand felt so cold . i was shocked . i hurridly even rubbed my hands against his tuhh allow him to feel the warmth from me . everything paid off . we become even closer . untill chinese new year . the 2nd/3rd week . we went out . we went tuhh 'bai nian' . i have never done that before in my life . as for my family . we have this thing that i just stay at home tuh recieve red packets . he thinks that i m rude as i give 'ju zhi' with 1 hand . i do not know anything . its ok . after that its was already late at night . we went tuhh catch a movie with his fwens . the movie that we watched was 'just folow law' . while we watch . we kissed and hugged . there were still many things . wanna know call me .
THE ENDING . although i knew that he does not like gals piercing tongue putting tattoo . i did it all . he asked me out . i pang senghh him several times ! . i have already realised that i m wrong . nvm . nvm . this is all what happened .
now he have already forgotten everything about me . but i have not . i m still waiting for him .
