THE LOVE OF GOD .
if ue decided tuhh not proclaim God ,, ue are a lier , a sinner .
if ue decided tuh proclaim God . ue are the child of God
be wise and make the right choice .
GOD LOVES UE .
theCHILDofGOD
`CHERIELIM
aka.cherriTOMATO
13 this year . 2007 .
yiochukangSECONDARY .
-A CHRISTIAN .
-AN ONLLY CHILD .
-A GURL
-want tuhh be USED by GOD
<Saturday, May 19, 2007
okay larhs . maybe i've got at least a parent . i felt lucky . not like some others without parents . this is what that is good . when compared with them . but ... i used tuhh have parents . a dad and a mum . when i remember the time . i felt so good and lucky . but ... that was so long ago . i miss the mother feeling . i dun like the feeling without a mum . its horrible . that feeling is so lonely . soso lonely . although i still have a dad . but.. i kind of hate him . he is filled with nosensical sense . he doesnt understand me at all . suddenly i felt so lonely again . untill i know of this God in my life . Jesus . He is like a friend to me . He gave me my smile again . my sorrowful life became more happy . in church i felt like a happy family . although sometimes ... there are conflicts .. but its normal in a family . as we are all not perfect . till todae ... i got reminded of my mother . its like . suddenly she called me . wanting to fetch me over tuhh her place . its ok . i agreed . untill my dad suddenly called me . he asked me to go home early he want tuhh talk tuh me . i felt so strange . soso strange . when i reached home , my father told me that my mum wants my custody . i felt so happy . and yet later on . i tot of my dad . how sad he was . my mum told him that he dun have 'ben shi' to bring me up into a proper girl . as my mum is rich my dad is poor . i felt a sudden lost . and suddenly i wonder . is it better tuhh not have a family then all this things happening tuh me ? although i have parents but ... they dun seems tuhh treat me as their child . yet they treat me like something without feeling . a machine ? they threw me here and there is the begining . both of them did not want my custody . then my father took my custody as my greatgranmother . wants me . then whye now is both of them snatching me . what m i tuhh them ? something tuhh be thrown and received ? what is this . whye must this happen in my life .
GOD ! GOD ! now i cry out tuhh ue . pls help me . tell me what tuh do ....
