THE LOVE OF GOD .
if ue decided tuhh not proclaim God ,, ue are a lier , a sinner .
if ue decided tuh proclaim God . ue are the child of God
be wise and make the right choice .
GOD LOVES UE .
theCHILDofGOD
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aka.cherriTOMATO
13 this year . 2007 .
yiochukangSECONDARY .
-A CHRISTIAN .
-AN ONLLY CHILD .
-A GURL
-want tuhh be USED by GOD
<Thursday, May 24, 2007
hies everybody . these days i m getting cricky . i have so many probs . parents . moving of house . plans . studies . i cant take them all already . its so ... unbearable .
just yesterdae , i went home alone . have gotten many flash backs on the 1hr trip in the 166 bus . i felt so lonely till i feel like crying . untill i could not stop my tears from falling . i cried tuhh my heavenly father . i told Him . all this is too much for me . but , i know . i know He gave me those 'fan nao' for a reason . or is i 'zhi shun fan nao' . hahahs . anyways . i cried out tuhh God . i was sitting alone in the bus . a quite journey . till the point i became very lonely and sad . God showed me a little girl . she was disobediant . but her parents still dote on her alot . she may hurt her parents but ... her parents did not mind . i was touched . God spoke to me yesterdae . i m sure its God . very very sure . iloveue . my Lord , my God .
LOVE THE LORD MY GOD .
8:22 PM
<Saturday, May 19, 2007
okay larhs . maybe i've got at least a parent . i felt lucky . not like some others without parents . this is what that is good . when compared with them . but ... i used tuhh have parents . a dad and a mum . when i remember the time . i felt so good and lucky . but ... that was so long ago . i miss the mother feeling . i dun like the feeling without a mum . its horrible . that feeling is so lonely . soso lonely . although i still have a dad . but.. i kind of hate him . he is filled with nosensical sense . he doesnt understand me at all . suddenly i felt so lonely again . untill i know of this God in my life . Jesus . He is like a friend to me . He gave me my smile again . my sorrowful life became more happy . in church i felt like a happy family . although sometimes ... there are conflicts .. but its normal in a family . as we are all not perfect . till todae ... i got reminded of my mother . its like . suddenly she called me . wanting to fetch me over tuhh her place . its ok . i agreed . untill my dad suddenly called me . he asked me to go home early he want tuhh talk tuh me . i felt so strange . soso strange . when i reached home , my father told me that my mum wants my custody . i felt so happy . and yet later on . i tot of my dad . how sad he was . my mum told him that he dun have 'ben shi' to bring me up into a proper girl . as my mum is rich my dad is poor . i felt a sudden lost . and suddenly i wonder . is it better tuhh not have a family then all this things happening tuh me ? although i have parents but ... they dun seems tuhh treat me as their child . yet they treat me like something without feeling . a machine ? they threw me here and there is the begining . both of them did not want my custody . then my father took my custody as my greatgranmother . wants me . then whye now is both of them snatching me . what m i tuhh them ? something tuhh be thrown and received ? what is this . whye must this happen in my life .
GOD ! GOD ! now i cry out tuhh ue . pls help me . tell me what tuh do ....
LOVE THE LORD MY GOD .
6:24 PM
<Friday, May 18, 2007
ahahhas . Felt so good back into the fathers hands . finally my father and i can he mu xiang chu . miricles are happenening . God's truths are getting more powerful . exams are so fun . this may sound funny but its fun .
LOVE THE LORD MY GOD .
9:31 PM
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You are 73% likeable
You are a likeable person. You are fiercely loyal to your friends and you have a lot of them. You have may have a few enemies but it is only because they don't really know the real you.
hahahas . todae audi cannot go in . sobs . hahahs . so i redownload lurhs . then later i found out that everyone could not log in . so i deleted it for no reason . nvm larhhs . hahahs . hope that this will help . lols . thomas and i just fwens larhhs . anyways . cause like i said on my blog . LOVES-thomas . hopes he likes me . not he likes me . is i yi xiang qin yuan lurhhs . hahahhas . forget it .
LOVE THE LORD MY GOD .
11:48 PM
<Thursday, May 10, 2007
thomas . its thomas . it used tuhh be kenneth . but now it is thomas . only thomas allows me tuhh forget kenneth while talking tuhh him . the special feeling he gave me covers up everything compared tuhh kenneth . would he allow me tuhh forget kenneth totally ? or will he be another kenneth who abandoned me . its tuhh him whom will descide .
LOVE THE LORD MY GOD .
10:49 PM
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HE REPLIED MY SMS . HE CALLED ME . I FELT SO HAPPY . THE FEELING IS INDESCRIBABLE . wow !! actually his mother took his phone larhhs . hahahas .
LOVE THE LORD MY GOD .
10:02 PM
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omg . i m so worried . he did not pick up my phone calls . my tian my tian . i dunno what tuhh do . he didnt pick up my call . i felt a sudden lost . everything is around me but i still feel something missing within me .
i think i fell for him deeper each dae tuhh feel this . my tian . what should i do . i m so worried for him . wondering what has happened tuhh him . whye didnt he pick up my call .
hais . did he forget about me ? alot of questions flashed through my mind . i really feel the lost in me . hope that he would contact me soon .
loves .
LOVE THE LORD MY GOD .
8:13 AM
<Tuesday, May 8, 2007
hahahs . finally . i m free for once . hahhas . yeapps . THOMAS !! thank uue for concerning . thanks uue for coming tuhh help me . there is alot of ppl tuhh thank . hahahs . like ppl JIAYING . she help me and came with me . like ppl GERELYN'S GAN JIE . help me . like SLYVESTER . yesterdae help me . like ALOT AND ALOT . i have no other words tuhh sae yet only . THANKS THANKS AND THANKS . i finally understand whye humans will maintain a gratitude . like i did . ahhahs . problems may bring ppl closer and may break the relationship . not all problems are good . yet todae this problem helped me tuhh understand deeper of whye ppl lie . and this problem helped me tuhh clear misunderstandings . but still this problem allow the disownership of daughter and mother . which caused gerelyn tuhh disown me . every problem has their good points and bad points . hope uue know what i was trying tuhh sae . even if ppl pang senghh the closest tuhh uue will not . the one who love uue will not . hhahas . yeapps . ohh yaas , THANKS LAYLING for giving me moral and blibical support . THANKS GOD TOO !! . yupps . this is my gratitude towards the ppl . ty .
LOVE THE LORD MY GOD .
6:54 PM
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now happily ever after . i got a new stead liaos . his name is thomas . i love him loads . i was being match maked . ahhas . nvm . drop that . gerelyn not my mummy liaos . she disown me . sobs . i really want tuhh thank her for doing so much for me . when i have been pulled into so many problems . GERELYN !! EX-MUMMY !! THANKS ALOT !! i will remember that gerelyn has treated me so well . she never pang sengh me before unlike the others . really thank her .
